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January 16, 2009


friday afternoon music video
posted by soe 2:22 pm

Since I haven’t gotten around to uploading photos for this week’s My D.C. feature yet and since I missed Monday Morning Music, I thought I’d give you a tune to listen to.

Dad sent me an email yesterday remarking that he was in the process of cataloguing his records and cds and that the A’s had reminded him of some great artists, including Hoyt Axton and Eric Anderson.

When I was a kid, “Thirsty Boots” may have been my favorite song, although Eric Anderson wouldn’t have appeared on my favorite list of singers (weird, that). This is his performance at a Canadian music festival:

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January 15, 2009


smile, local wildlife, and a sticky note
posted by soe 11:56 am

Folks, it’s sunny here! Sun! Blue skies! Sun!

(Okay, as anyone from New England knows, a clear bright day in the middle of winter means cold weather is impending. But, really, it’s only just around freezing right now, so I don’t think it’s that bad out. This weekend might be another story, when I plan to stand outside for hours at a free concert, but for today, it just adds to my general giddiness.)

And on that note, I offer you three beautiful things from the past week:

1. Monday mornings are tough normally and this week was even harder than usual. I am feeling glum as I hurry from the metro station to my office, when I pass an older woman on the sidewalk. Our eyes meet and I smile reflexively. She smiles back and the day feels more possible.

2. A possum skirts the window well on her way out into the neighborhood just about 8 every night. None of the cats have noticed until this week when Della is on my lap when it happens. She was also there last night when a raccoon waddled past. If it weren’t so cold by the window, I suspect she’d set up camp to watch for intruders…

3. I win the December raffle of free cookies from AlbuqCookie, a company I learned about from the knitblogger who did their photography back this summer. The owner contacted me to find out where he should send my prize and I told him he’d brightened my sick day. When the cookies arrived, he’d included a note hoping the cookies would help me feel better. (The cookies, you ask: Chocolate piñon biscotti. Delicious. Solid without being hard. Definitely fresh. High quality chocolate and tasty pine nuts… From a previous purchase I can also recommend their pistachio chocolate chip biscotti (which have cranberries in them) and their green chile pecan sandia cookies, which have more kick than the chocolate pepper chile shortbread.)

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random things meme
posted by soe 2:44 am

This has been going around the blogosphere for some time. Play along if you’d like by bolding the items you’ve done:

  1. Started my own blog
  2. Slept under the stars
  3. Played in a band
  4. Visited Hawaii
  5. Watched a meteor shower
  6. Given more than I can afford to charity
  7. Been to Disneyland/world
  8. Climbed a mountain
  9. Held a praying mantis
  10. Sung a solo
  11. Bungee jumped
  12. Visited Paris
  13. Watched lightning at sea
  14. Taught myself an art from scratch
  15. Adopted a child
  16. Had food poisoning
  17. Walked to the top of the Statue of Liberty
  18. Grown my own vegetables
  19. Seen the Mona Lisa in France
  20. Slept on an overnight train
  21. Had a pillow fight
  22. Hitchhiked
  23. Taken a sick day when you’re not ill
  24. Built a snow fort
  25. Held a lamb
  26. Gone skinny dipping
  27. Run a marathon
  28. Ridden in a gondola in Venice
  29. Seen a total eclipse
  30. Watched a sunrise or sunset
  31. Hit a home run
  32. Been on a cruise
  33. Seen Niagara Falls in person
  34. Visited the birthplace of my ancestors
  35. Seen an Amish community
  36. Taught myself a new language
  37. Had enough money to be truly satisfied
  38. Seen the Leaning Tower of Pisa in person
  39. Gone rock climbing
  40. Seen Michelangelo’s David
  41. Sung karaoke
  42. Seen Old Faithful geyser erupt
  43. Bought a stranger a meal at a restaurant
  44. Visited Africa
  45. Walked on a beach by moonlight
  46. Been transported in an ambulance
  47. Had my portrait painted
  48. Gone deep sea fishing
  49. Seen the Sistine Chapel in person
  50. Been to the top of the Eiffel Tower in Paris
  51. Gone scuba diving or snorkeling
  52. Kissed in the rain
  53. Played in the mud
  54. Gone to a drive-in theater
  55. Been in a movie
  56. Visited the Great Wall of China
  57. Started a business
  58. Taken a martial arts class
  59. Visited Russia
  60. Served at a soup kitchen
  61. Sold Girl Scout Cookies
  62. Gone whale watching
  63. Got flowers for no reason
  64. Donated blood, platelets or plasma
  65. Gone sky diving
  66. Visited a Nazi Concentration Camp
  67. Bounced a check
  68. Flown in a helicopter
  69. Saved a favorite childhood toy
  70. Visited the Lincoln Memorial
  71. Eaten caviar
  72. Pieced a quilt
  73. Stood in Times Square
  74. Toured the Everglades
  75. Been fired from a job (although I have quit several to avoid having it happen)
  76. Seen the Changing of the Guards in London
  77. Broken a bone
  78. Been on a speeding motorcycle
  79. Seen the Grand Canyon in person
  80. Published a book
  81. Visited the Vatican
  82. Bought a brand new car
  83. Walked in Jerusalem
  84. Had my picture in the newspaper
  85. Read the entire Bible
  86. Visited the White House
  87. Killed and prepared an animal for eating
  88. Had chickenpox
  89. Saved someone’s life
  90. Sat on a jury
  91. Met someone famous
  92. Joined a book club
  93. Lost a loved one
  94. Had a baby
  95. Seen the Alamo in person
  96. Swam in the Great Salt Lake
  97. Been involved in a law suit
  98. Owned a cell phone
  99. Been stung by a bee
  100. Rode an elephant

My total: I think it’s 40.5…

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January 13, 2009


into the stacks: 2009.1
posted by soe 11:44 pm

My goal for the four-day weekend is to find all the books I finished in 2008 and to write quick reviews of them for the blog. In the meantime, I’ve decided for 2009 that I’m going to write the reviews one at a time in the hope that I’ll be better about blogging about them in a timely fashion.

Of course, I just finished book #3 for the year today. But let’s proceed as we mean to go on:

The Sisters Grimm: The Fairy-Tale Detectives, by Michael Buckley

From the jacket: “For Sabrina and Daphne Grimm, life hasn’t been a fairy tale. After the mysterious disappearance of their parents, the sisters are sent to live with their grandmother — a woman they believed was dead! Granny Relda reveals that the girls have two famous ancestors, the Brothers Grimm, whose classic book of fairy tales is actually a collection of case files of magical mischief. Now the girls must take on the family responsibility of being fairy-tale detectives. Their first case? A roller-coaster ride of an adventure to stop a giant from destroying their new hometown.”

My take: As those of you who have read these book reports before will already know, I love literary adaptations, particularly those of a fairy tale nature. Shannon Hale and Jasper Fforde are favorites of mine because they can take material we all know backwards and forwards and make it fresh again. So when I saw this series a few years ago, I made note of it and promised I’d get back to it. And I have.

Buckley is not as talented as either Fforde (who writes for adults) or Hale (whose adaptive work is predominantly aimed at the younger set), but the first in the series of sister mysteries suggests he is adept enough that I’d like to keep reading. Each girl has an authentic personality. Sabrina, who’s nearly 12, is protective of her younger sister and masterminds their escapes from all sorts of unsuitable foster homes, while Daphne, at a mere seven, already knows that the way to get around her sister is to pretend to humor her.

When crazy things start happening around them, Sabrina is ready to bail, understandably believing that the woman who claims to be their grandmother is another huckster they need to flee. After all, pixies don’t really exist; those had to have been a particularly nasty swarm of mosquitoes. And it’s much more likely that there was a freak earthquake that flattened that farmer’s house rather than a giant.

But when the woman claiming to be their grandmother and her friend, Mr. Canis, are kidnapped right before their disbelieving eyes, it seems like there’s nothing for the girls to do but start trusting their street-smarts and get to work figuring out the mystery. Along the way they’ll have to get past the likes of Mayor Charming, Police Chief Hamstead and his two porky deputies, Jack (who hasn’t outsmarted a giant in years), neighbor Puck, and other refugees from bedtime tales to solve the case. But will they be in time?

I think kids in the 6-12 range would enjoy this story, so if you’re looking to buy for that age group, consider this series. The copy I read includes a reader’s guide that encourages kids to write their own fairy tales — either on their own or as a group activity — and to check out the original source material.

Pages: 284

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the price of a happy ending
posted by soe 2:58 am

Slumdog Millionaire won the Golden Globe for best drama last night. Ten days earlier I walked out of the theater 30 minutes into it.

It wasn’t that it was bad. Far from it. It was well-portrayed. It was gritty. It was intense. It felt real.

And it was horrifying.

For anyone considering seeing it, know that the “life-affirming,” “feel-good” ending is preceded by scenes of police torture, desperate poverty, religiously incited mass murder, child abuse, and cruelty. Twenty minutes in, I was weeping desperately. Fifteen minutes later when the scene turned to child mutilation, I bolted.

Rudi and Sarah assured me when they emerged 90 minutes later that I’d sat through the worst of it and that it really did get much better. They loved it.

To me, it doesn’t matter how much beauty or love comes through by the end; if I have to live through all that horror, it’s not worth it to me.

Coworkers who’ve seen the movie agree with Rudi and Sarah (and the Hollywood Foreign Press) in that the film really does leave you feeling joyful at its conclusion. I just can’t see how. It’s bothered me all afternoon. Rudi and I were just talking about it and I asked him why he thought the movie so positive.

It was that the main character had every opportunity to go wrong, every excuse to take a pass, and he didn’t, Rudi explained. He stayed true to himself…

It’s not enough.

It’s not enough for me to sit through the horror and the ugliness and the cruelty that people showed to and enacted upon one another in the part of the movie that I saw. Yes, intellectually I know that that’s an accurate portrayal of far too many people’s real life existence. That they live with disease and filth and hunger and corruption and torture and inhumane and degrading treatment. But I can’t see it portrayed before me. Or read it. Because if I do, then I have to accept it. And if I accept it then I either have to do something about it — really DO something — or I am complicit in its continuation. I admit that it’s cowardly. But it’s also self-preserving.

Some people can separate themselves from what they see on the screen and what they read. I am not one of those people. If it’s based in reality, it becomes part of me. I CANNOT forget. It eats away at me. I find myself less than after encountering it.

When I was a little girl, my dad used to subscribe to Time, which he used to leave in the bathroom. Being precocious, I would read it. Some of it didn’t interest me. Some, I assume, went over my head. But some of it went into it and got stuck there.

The discussion of capital punishment, for instance.

I can still remember the description of what happens to someone sentenced to the electric chair. It haunts me.

And that was back in 1983…

I am no better at filtering out the bad today than I was when I was eight. I can’t compartmentalize. I have no protective shell. The sadness of that reality seeps into me in some psychological osmosis, sucking the joy out of my soul in exchange. I shut down in order not to lose myself.

Even writing this — the amount of thinking about the movie and the magazine article that is required to write a blog post — is physically painful. I actually feel nauseated pulling these things to the front of my mind.

So I try to avoid putting myself into situations where that all that can happen. And when I find myself in one, I leave.

I’ve no doubt that Slumdog Millionaire deserves its accolades and its success. But the price of its happy ending is too high for me to pay.

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January 8, 2009


greeting, inching back in, and sunset
posted by soe 11:13 pm

Three beautiful things from the week past:

1. The long-haired guy who sings and plays his guitar at various D.C. Metro stops is at mine for my return to work on Friday. I smile as I pass and I hear him over the speaker as I continue down the street saying he hopes his music makes our days cheerier and to remember that God loves us. I feel like I’ve had a benediction from Mr. Rogers.

2. Not taking Friday off meant that I got a work blog post up (I learned about albatross), which, in turn, meant that Monday wasn’t nearly as painful as it might otherwise have been.

3. I have puttered away the day before Rudi finally coaxes me out into the world. The day is waning as we walk to the grocery store, so we decide to divert to Georgetown for a hot drink to sip as the sun sets.

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